year 2

Second August in a row where I have to deal with the possibility that I may have cancer.

Ive been taking my tb meds as adviced yet it still grows in size. 

I haven't started panicking yet, I guess I just haven't realized I may have cancer that can bankrupt or kill me.

Or maybe it's just a false flag and tb is just taking longer to fix. 

Whatever the fact, and whatever the fiction, I am tired of living life like this. I miss the days when first thing I used to do was reply to her in morning instead of stopping alarm and taking meds.