The number has incremented by 1 in the year variable. We must celebrate!
I couldn't for the past 3 years. There was something about the winter that made my heart heavy. Last year on the 31st I would've cried if I felt anything. I have no idea how and why it makes me sad. It baffles me even more because winter is my favorite season. The cold breeze hitting my face feels amazing, the silence feels peaceful, the fog is cozy; and yet there is sadness every year; but not this.
This year, I know not why but I didn't feel that loneliness or anything. idk
